Blog Dreamin....

So as one can see keeping up with this blog is not something on top of my list. Yet, last night I dreamed about this blog...why? I guess it was my mind screaming for me to do something for myself. I find that at the ripe ol age of 40 that I have changed since I first started this blog. I was a  mommy on a mission! I lived for crafts and picnics in the park. I wanted to bake for no reason and frolic through the parks and teach my kids to smash leaves with their hands, I felt invincible! Age is a bitch is all I can say. There is definitely a difference from being a mom in her twenties to being a mom to a toddler in her forties. I feel like I'm always sick as of lately and I find myself wondering...Am I a hypochondriac? Well then I have to run to Web MD but that just tells me I'm dying. I know the truth and its that I burn the candle at both ends. But for now I will take time for me since I am currently on a semester break since I haven't had one in years....did ya read that? Years, almost four years to be exact. So for now I will write, study for the nurses entrance exam, try to lose some lard off my butt, cuddly my boys...in my bed because I don't want to frolic in the leaves anymore and pray that a cleaning fairy with have pity on me and clean my disgusting bedroom that looks like something out of the movie, The Labrynth. Off to make sure my kids are working on their science lesson, give my little monkey more juice and plop some antibiotic pills to kill this nasty sinus crud I have going on.